Yikes! How did this happen? I'm not sure. But I'm sure it'll all make sense in the long run. When I was in college I thought I was going to graduate and become an entertainment marketing guru. BOY DID GOD HAVE DIFFERENT PLANS FOR ME! I'm not complaining, I do wonder, what the heck happened sometimes? But I also, believe in the grand scheme of things and when you trust the process things work out in your favor.
This process though got a little rocky. I landed three interviews this past summer at my dream job, got through multiple rounds on the interviews but for some reason I just couldn't seem to seal the deal. Looking back I wonder if it was confidence? Did I forget to say something? Did I say too much? Was I not as prepared as I could have been? Should I have prayed more? I must have done something wrong if the third time wasn't the charm.
And to this day, I still don't know what it was. All I know is that it wasn't the right time. God closed those doors for a reason. Trusting the process sucks when you're unfamiliar with how the process is going to work out. I've always been a pretty future-ristic looking person [meaning I'M ALWAYS LOOKING AHEAD/PLANNING FOR THE FUTURE] so this is kind of a weird time for me to just trust things will work out. It's working out now though. I will have to check back in with you all when I finally realize what the grand scheme of things actually is.
Until then, keep on keeping on. And trust the process while you're at it ;)
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